But seriously though, the amount of times I've let myself loose and cried at night compared to in the day with my friends and family is even more upsetting to me, the fact that I can't tell them what's going on and I just get overwhelmed that I don't even know what I'm worrying about.
It's bittersweet. Can't talk to anyone here without being judged but strangers rarely judge. I've been calling 988 often this month for that reason alone. Just need someone to talk to is all.
I've got almost 13 years of sobriety,. My mother passed away last year, and I lost the love of my life 6 months ago. But in this moment I don't feel alone. I feel connected and together with all of you. Sending peace, serenity, and strength your way. Sleep well❤
sending strength and love for you on your way too ♡ it makes my heart a little easier to think that we're going through it all together, even living completely different lifes
"May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields." May your higher spirit always look kindly upon you, and eagerly await your return home, whenever that may be - but there's no rush to get there. It's the journey, not the destination. Though your life may be fraught with turmoil, may you revel in every single good moment you'll ever have, and have ever had. You are loved, have always been loved, and will always be loved. Just be sure to share that love as best you can.
These are the most genuine, caring and loving comment sections on the internet. I thank you all for being so kind and I truly hope you know how much you mean to me, right now and every single time I stumble upon people like you. Thank you.
These comment sections are the places where people vent about their problems and insecurities in their lives, and I think there’s something really special about that. Y’all have a good day
To those who may be listening this is day 357 only 4 days of rations left I'm out of funds and the coming winter may be just a little colder than before
That’s the worst possible thing. They don’t go here for advice or to better themself. They go hear to cry about their feelings. The truth is your feelings don’t matter. And life isn’t gonna get any better unless you make it better yourself.
I cried reading these comments. Everyone please live life the way you want, and dont let anyone get you down. Please, keep fighting, keep going. You got this, I believe in you. Enjoy life, have fun.
If you feel lonely and sad. Its okay. I had been lonely too, but at some point... You find someone, even if you could talk to them for only a month. Even if you two are from different countries. Its alright, you dont need others to make your life complete. And even if everyone has left... It was nice while it lasted no? Be happy that it happened.
@@Darty-vu2qy I am here if you want to talk and just know that you are a beautiful child of God and God has a very special person and plan for your life i promise my friend everything will be ok and just remember you are very loved and you are beautiful may god bless you and your family
When I first saw the title of the video I thought this was going to be some horror thing. I was very pleasantly surprised and happy that I was wrong. Instead of fear and horror and found relaxation and comfort. I’m glad that people are about to find comfort in one another, even if it’s just strangers in a RUclips comment section. I wish everyone the best in their lives and endeavors, life can be scary and you don’t know what to expect so it’s good to know that it’s not all bad. At least when it is bad there will always be someone to comfort you in your time of need. Have a good night everyone, rest well.
Going through financial debt right now, and got suspended from work for someone saying I said something I didn't. Today is my birthday and to be honest? I'm scared shitless for these next couple weeks. I find out if I keep my job on Monday. If I'm fired...I have to scramble to find another with similar pay. But right now at this moment, I actually feel relaxed. I tend to look forward to these few small minutes I have of just...nothing running in my brain. Where I can just sit and breath. These videos really do help. And the comment section is always a nice change of pace. I'm gonna keep fighting, it takes a lot to put me down. I take pride in the fact that I truly have never hit the true rock bottom. And I will always be grateful for the moments that really keep me going. If I can keep up even just by inches...you can too warrior.
I was in a very similar situation at work a couple of years ago. I survived it, and I was able to keep my job, fortunately. Listening to overnight subliminals really helped me... and talking to God and the angels. I hope everything turns out alright for you.
i just got recommended this video, i've been struggling a lot lately with my relationships, and life in general. i have work at 12pm today, its currently 1am, my dog is sleeping on me resting his delicate face against mine, hes so warm. i havent been feeling too good lately, eventhing is so foggy, i dont feel real, i'm tired. everyone acts so different and odd around me and i dont understand why, i never did, everyone acts so nice to me one secons and then acts so cold and rude to me the next, i cant figure out why, i dont understand why people dont like me, i'm quiet and i mind my business, i dont really know. i dont care tho, as long as people around me are doing okay then i feel fine, no matter how hard im struggling i will always be there for those around me who need me, even if its for a little while.
I totally identify with your problem and the way you see the issue. Which this happens truly too much and i simply end up not caring that amount, since, for me, the most important is the person being ok in general. But as long as this happen. I start asking if it's my fault or maybe i'm too annoying (i simply took the conclusion that i simply talk about me and easily trusts anyone too much and then people starts seeing me as a boring person), still, in overall. I totally understand your issue and it's good to see a person like you here :) Have a good day.
this happens to me a lot too. My roommate recently commented on how much of an introvert I am and the fact that I could stand to be alone for so long was incredible to him since he's an extrovert. The reason i don't go out is because i just end up alone anyways. I'd rather have the company of my fish at home then have to deal with people. if I do make a few new friends, they lose interest and stop responding to me even if I'm careful not to "be weird or odd" in any way. I don't feel like im that odd of a person. I like anime to a reasonable extent. I like to read. I'm a nursing student. I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to do. i'm tired of trying, so now i dont.
You seem like a very kind hearted person. The world need more of people like you. Don't let anyone question your value, you're okay like are ❤ feel warmly huged.
I just found out a friend isn’t like how I thought he was…I don’t wanna lose him, but I don’t want someone like him to cloud my mind. I figure if I’ve helped him enough…I’ll be ok to leave him now…and he’ll be ok when I do.
Many people are mess these days dude it wasn't your fault. They just like to mess with people with kind hearts coz they cannot mess with the people whom they actually angry at. So they take our kindness as a weakness. Focus on people who loves you. Do not let others take advantages of your kindness dude. It's not correct for yourself. You should protect and love yourself more than anyone ❤
I've been in and out of multiple relationships this past year, and I've reached a point where I'm afraid to reciprocate anything in a relationship. I've grown a lot this past year realized how many faults I've had. Love is healing, love is powerful, love is life. Be kind to others and most of all be kind to yourself. Love yall
Always check if the person is chasing the feeling of a new relationship or is looking for something lasting. If they are there to stay it was meant to be, good communication on what you guys are in for as well as patience and understanding will help. Keep this thought and find people who think the same, you’re here for a limited time find someone who will help make life better. Remember random stranger on the internet😂 you are loved and deserving of love, don’t let fear of being hurt stop you, everyone supports you❤
i got recommended this video and i guess the length of the day got to me. i just. burst into tears. i just want to get to where i feel like i'm supposed to go already.
As cheesy as this sounds, not everything is about the destination. Sometimes the journey, and what you may learn, is much more important then where you are going
i understand you completely, I feel this everyday like an overweighing burden on my shoulders, just know ur not alone and that i send my hugs to u or just friendly smiles ur way if ur not into hugs :) 🤗
This video and its comments make you want to open up and share what’s wrong. The days go by without any real meaning, I feel lost in these identical days. I stay up really late just to avoid living the next day, trying to escape the relentless passage of time. Today, I had a job interview, finally. It ended in less than five minutes, even though I had driven 45 minutes just to get there. Rejected for lack of experience, even though they had my résumé and it was clearly stated. I feel so alone. Honestly, sometimes I just need someone who could hold me and say, “It’s going to be okay”. People expect so much from me, but I just don’t have the strength anymore. I can’t seem to do anything useful. It feels like I’m drowning.
I feel you. For a very long time, I've felt like I'm treading water in the middle of the ocean with no shore in sight. I'm so tired of fighting just to keep my head above water. I can't stop, because I have to survive. It's all I know.
My phone died in the middle of my response, and I can't remember every word, but I do know this: If I could see you right now I'd hold you like you were the only thing keeping me on the ground. I'd tell you how wonderful you are, and how thankful I am that you exist. I'd tell you to hold on, to persevere. Promise you that you aren't alone, no matter how dark things get. Do my best to show you the confidence I have in you, so that you could take it and see it in yourself. Things are so, so hard right now. But the world is shouldered by others in the shadows, not just you - we're here for you, and we love you. Just reach out - you'll be surprised at how many hands are ready to help you.
@@PerrySkyePhoenixit's hard to keep using energy when there's not much to sustain you. I too have often felt I was drowning in an endless sea; but then I looked around again, and I saw a buoy with a little light on top. So I swam to it, and it gave me time to catch my breath. Then, when I inevitably set off again, there was another. And another. Seemingly out of sight at first, but always there to show me the way when I most needed to see. There are things, there are people, who are here for you. Who love you. Even if you haven't come across them yet, they do exist. Something that helps me: in your wide field of view, wherever you are, look for the tiny ray of light. It might be a little flower alone in a sea of grass, it might be the way the sun hits a building. Whatever it is, just know there is a wonder made just for you, waiting for you to see it. It's there to remind you of how beautiful you are, and that there are good things ahead. I believe in you.
@@mpsquared Thank you, your comment warms my heart. It may be nothing to some, but for me, it gives me a bit of strength to keep trying to move forward and persevere. I wish I could meet someone who could hold me like you want to, but it's too hard.
I keep finding myself coming back to this video lately every night. I kind of just lay back, get comfortable, set some pretty lights and just focus on my breathing. I sit down and read through the comments because it helps me understand how I am feeling as well. It is really soothing. I really hope all of you have a great night
I'm a senior in highschool and I got stabbed recently. I can't sleep, I'm going back to school for the first time since, tomorrow. I'm in pain just laying down. I'm so, so lucky to be alive I lost so much blood.
@MrScorpion360x im healing well, got my stitches removed yesterday and I'm back at work. My doctor said I'll still be in pain for a few months. The laceration was confirmed to be around 5cm deep
I hadn't thought of myself as a passenger on this train, instead just an onlooker. But this made me feel like I'm on the train, too, and that I can rest. Thank you.
Ive been struggling as a young mom, some days my post partum depression and my health problems just swallow me up like theres nothing grounding me anymore. This comment section, and this audio have made me feel calm and grounded for the first time in a long time. I dont feel so alone right now...
Hope u overcome what you're going through ma'am..sometimes..these people(in the comments )who almost on the opposite side of the world know u better than anybody else..u can vent whenever u want
This video seems to appear to those that need it. I don't know how it suddenly showed up in my recommendations, only that like most posting here, I had a lot of sudden hardships hit me all at once. This was a nice thing to encounter.
Whoever sees this, hello..you seem sleepy. Is everything ok?..you don't need to worry anymore...your safe now.. please..rest now...let the train take us somewhere safer...
Sleep is no friend it leaves me open… I don’t know what awaits me in my dreams… I don’t know what awaits in the dark beyond the train… how do we know our destination hasn’t fallen?
I would like to shut my eyes but the world is awake, so I must be awake. When the world goes dark then, i'll take my rest again. hopefully we can come to a safer place together.
@@Newgredipswe will all be safe one day I promise you because one day our lord and Savior will come back and save us I love all of you I pray for all of you and god loves all of you i know life can be tough but i promise my friends everything will be ok just remember you are beautiful and God loves you may God bless all of you and may you all be safe and have a great rest of your day and night
I just broke my computer's screen - My computer is one of the major things that keep me going, because of my games and all.. My mother's reaction didn't really help, too, and I'm now struggling to fall asleep because I'm scared and lost about how tomorrow will be Thank you for this audio
Dude I feel you lost two dogs and a grandmother life can’t get better January 1st is the big day and you guys will never hear from me again goodnight goodbye and hello hell
@@XavierJames-o5h I can understand. I am tethered here, but I truly understand. The need to find freedom from all of the pain, I know it all too well....I won't lie to you and tell you it gets easier or better, cause that's all a crap shoot. But, there's not too much harm in trying again since you are feeling at your lowest anyway....take another roll. You may be pleasantly surprised.
my mother questions why i love going out and walking around in the woods so much. wish i could tell her it’s because it’s the closest i feel to running away, it feels like people think i’m overreacting and saying it for attention, or because i’m being dramatic over one small thing. i’m not, i want to run away, with nothing stopping me, no more socializing. i hate people
You can walk as far as you'd like for as long as you'd like, but make sure you always come back from the edge. She needs you, even if it isn't said. Find peace in your home while you have one that welcomes you. Use it for all it is worth and honour what it takes to keep it running. They do not last forever. I hope you find contentment one day.
I truly hope you’ll be able to find your peace, and don’t forget that there will always be people who love and care about you. Wishing you the best 🫂❤️🥹
This video makes me want to go on a trip on a train where I have a room with a bed, and while away the night listening to the sound of the wheels over the tracks and lay perfectly still but never quite fall asleep.
The room starts out black and loud when you lay down. There's an ambiguous period of floating through the seams in the rails. The cabin turns grey. You roll over to fight the inevitable. It's blinding at dawn and every moment afterwards shakes a lazy shoulder curled in it's blankets.
Brings back the feeling of being a kid. When morning suddenly became yesterday. Feeling suddenly transported, waking up in bed. Content and confused as you doze back to sleep. I wish anyone reading crust in your eyes and content confusion when you wake.
I don't know who needs to hear this but.. It will get better. Use the rest youre getting tonight to help you push through another day 💙 You are loved. Even with all your bumps, bruises, scrapes, and scars on your heart. Calm your mind and have a wonderful night. Rest easy knowing tomorrow will be better 💙
Strangers in the internet tend to understand me more than my in real life friends. Thanks for the words man, needed some. Hope you have a great day/night.
My dog of 10 years passed away yesterday, it was so sudden but i loved that little girl like my own and im absolutely devastated and its a major life changer because she was all i had. Im hurting a lot at the moment, I just hope it gets easier. I really miss her.
Stay strong dude ❤ your little angel must be definitely in a good place and I'm sure she doesn't want you to be in pain. I lost my cat as well and i understand your pain. Let's be happy that our pets made lots of beautiful memories with us. We're lucky to meet them In this life, RIP your cute dog 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet, especially after so many years, is incredibly hard. It's completely normal to feel devastated when someone who has been your companion and comfort for so long passes away. The grief you're feeling is a reflection of how deeply you loved and cared for her. It can feel overwhelming at first, but over time, the pain often softens, though the love and memories remain. Allow yourself to feel whatever you're feeling right now, whether it's sadness, anger, or even confusion. Healing doesn't have a set timeline, and it's okay to take the time you need to mourn. Your bond with her was unique, and the love you shared will always be a part of you. Try to hold onto the happy memories you shared together, as they can bring comfort in the future. If you ever need someone to talk to or just want to share stories about her, I'm here. Take things day by day, and know that it's okay to seek support from others as you go through this difficult time. Stay Strong!
It gets easier. I know this sounds crappy but, get another dog. My Mom just went through this and instead of waiting like before, she got one right away even though it felt awkward at first. We loved Syd, but Ozzie(the Aussie Shepherd), doesn't give us much time to worry about it. It's working rather well so far, Mom doesn't seem so upset already.
You don't have to change who you are inside, not if you don't want to. Life only tried to get you to adapt to your situation so you can progress - but that doesn't mean that you have to lose yourself in the process. You can still be you, no matter what. I promise. 💕
People on the internet can be better than they are in real life. I can't sleep now, it's 3 am where I live (Brazil) and I'm lost in thoughts that eat away at me. Don't hide how you feel, seek help! love each other, love others and spread this, good night ❤️
Before meeting Laura, I was in shambles, my life was completely out of order and felt like an ugly troll. My self esteem and mental health was lower then ever before, but then I met Laura. She is the most wonderful woman I have ever met and makes me feel wanted in this cruel world and makes me feel like I am someone who is needed. Thank you so much Laura ❤️❤️
It sounds like you meet an angel that can help you out of the sad pit of depression. I hope she will be there to cheer you up on all of the rainy days. I wish I was as blessed as you but I've given up before I even tried.
I really empathize with what you're currently experiencing. Losing a loved one, especially a relative, can create such an overwhelming sense of grief. I went through a similar experience last summer when I lost my grandma unexpectedly while we were on vacation. It was really shocking, and the pain I felt was intense-sometimes, even now, it still weighs on my heart. But I want you to know that it’s perfectly okay to feel the way you do, and you are definitely not alone in your feelings. Remember that your aunt's love for you will always be a part of your life, and I believe she is watching over you in heaven. Please make sure to take care of yourself during this tough time, and try to get some rest-you truly deserve it. :)
I'm a former P addict. Not an easy topic to talk about since I picked it up when I was at my worst, believing that it would help relieve the stress and mental burdens I had at that time. I ended up being in a rabbit hole that will always haunt me at the back of my mind. But well, I managed to pick myself up again I really cherish my friends, and I'm glad that I had the realization to change myself for the better, seeing how much my addiction ruined me and how it affected others. Thinking back to those times feel like a bad dream, and a painful one I may add. Though, What matters to me now is the present and It's really nice to finally be able to treat myself better, way better than the constant self-loathing I had before This peacefulness is comforting and it's good to understand that there are people who have my back and that I don't have to force myself all the time
I’m not doing well in college rn. I’m not passing a single class this semester, and my gpa is already lower than it ever was even in high school. I can’t find a job either, so I feel like all of my time is either at school trying in vain to raise grades that are far beyond repair or lying in my parents house wasting my life away, my friends never have time to hang out when I do and I don’t know how to make more friends as an adult. I hope I’m not doomed to be a failure. I’ll keep trying to make something of myself, maybe even raise my gpa enough for someone to want to hire me. It’s reassuring to see comment sections like this, where everyone has their own struggles that they’re getting past. I hope that you guys are doing well, and if you aren’t, then I hope it gets better soon.
I'm in pretty much the same situation... I finished high school with a 4.0 but now I'm on and off academic probation and perpetually an F or two away from flunking out entirely. I still live with my parents and I'm sick of disappointing them and wasting their money. fucking soul crushing. i hope things start looking up for you.
I'm not sure what brought me here. I'm not sure how this started. But I'm here. The bugs are chirping, the fan is on low, playing this slightly above audible. Good night ❤
I've been on a binge since my birthday November 5th. Lost my job. High school dropout Making well above minimum wage...Haven't slept much. Afraid to close my eyes. Just want to end this seemingly endless cycle of failure. Tired of the disappointment. Tired of falling. Tired of having no purpose..Tired of getting in my own way..Tired of living but scared of the end. Think I'll ride the train until my heart stops racing. Try my best to close my eyes. If they never open again just know I tried. I tried to get back up but I'm so tired. So numb. This train is comforting though.
I feel very similar, life feels for me like a single fight. Fighting hard for every little happyness. But I want you to know that the world needs you, you're value can't be meassured on your goals and archivements in life, but for your good and kind heart. You are a miracle and I am your friend, even if we don't know each other. Feel warmly huged ❤❤❤
Eventually, we will all find a place and time to heal. For now, it's just nice to have support from people going through a similar phase of life. Remember to be kind to yourselves first and others second. Even if life is tough right now, just know we are strong. You are strong, go brave the world for all it has to offer and grow from it, so that maybe you help others grow from is as well.
I woke up from a horrible nightmare at like, 3 AM. I woke up to total darkness and the feeling of fear, that the image from my nightmare was real. Standing behind me. I raced to turn a light on. I needed civilization, so when I found this song, I knew I would be able to fall back asleep. Thank you. (Also I found Minecraft music in here HAHA I'm literally going to play Minecraft later 2:34:45)
I appreciate what you are doing here. I have a job interview in a few hours, and I am a bit nervous. I trust very few things that are good or beneficial to me...I haven't had the best of lives, and when things go my way, it makes me uneasy. I recognize that this is my own problem, and I am trying to change that. I am also trying to control my temper. It tends to get me into trouble.
For years, I've struggled with mental health. I used to go to a church where I was mentally verbally abused for years and all I got from that was depression, self hatred for being LGBTQ+, and a lot of existential dread. The only thing to have helped me out of that is my girlfriend and friends I've met along this incredible journey of life. It's videos like this that remind me that I've come so far and done so much that I never thought would happen. All this to say, cherish those loved ones you have, they can be a very VERY bright light of love, and hope in a world of darkness, hatred, and despair. I hope anyone that reads this has an amazing life, a happy new year, and is able to find people like I did, people who help them.
I'm 42 and been a single mom to a beautiful 9 year old for most of her life. She is the best part of my life. So sweet, so happy so kind. But I struggle with life. When she falls asleep so easily and peacefully, I stay awake, cleaning up, washing dishes and doing some basic self care like cleaning my teeth really well (I can't afford the dentist right now) so I do my best. I have malasma on my face which has hurt my self esteem a lot. So I am trying a special night cream. But even after I finish all of that and lay down, I worry. I'm in so much debt, everything depends on me, am I strong enough? Will we be okay? I struggle with doom scrolling. And have always had a hard time falling asleep. Even as a little kid. So, here I am. I hope it helps.
You have made it through 100% of the problems that life has ever thrown at you. It can be draining when it feels like you are running to stay in the same place, but things have not always been like this and they will not always stay like this. You are more capable and have achieved more than you give yourself credit for. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. One day you will look back upon this time and reflect upon how much things changed in the years that are yet to come. Keep going.
We all have invisible weights, that are very much tangible to the people around us, and consequently, the world. I hope we can all find moments where we can be free of it for a bit, remember why life is good
I love sleeping to these ambience videos. They’re always so relaxing to study and especially sleep to. And hey, to anyone reading this. Don’t worry man, things will get better soon. I promise :)
Currently doing a 180 on my life. stoped smoking and drinking for 3 weeks now did for 10 years im 25. pretty intense not gonna lie sleep is hard. doing exercises 5 days a week for 3 weeks lost 4kgs. Im doing it to improve my mental and physical health. struggling abit today. But still pushing forward. 😊 i wish you all luck on your goals and challenges and i hope we can all progress. Into a brighter future. 😊 night😊 thanks for reading nice to get things off my chest.
I smoked too much. The new semester is hitting me like a truck. I have a thesis that I can't get up to work on anymore, weed killed my ability to pay attention to research and truly enjoy what I was doing. Starting was by far the worst mistake of my life so far, I went from being a damn-near genius to a zombie. The work is getting to be too much for me to handle, and it's only just begun. But if I'm nothing else, I'm someone who has always come out on top. Nothing to do but come out on top again. I just wish the nights could last a bit longer, for the day to just come a bit later. Enjoy the music.
You're a real one for posting these amd, intentional or not, giving us a place to just be...maybe we're all just shouting in the dark but you gave us a little points of light so we could shout in the dark together.
This came right in time school is almost starting against and its making me anxious to no end ive just been emotional this whole day crying and all its almost midnight just so happened to stumble upon this....makes me feel so much better...may the train take us to peace dear friends...great love to you all!!❤
Life has been really hard lately... My doctor helped me tapper off of cymbalta over the last two weeks and the withdrawal symptoms have got me feeling like Im loosing any last bit of sanity I had left on top of the vivid night terrors of the violence i suffered in my past... Ive been afraid to sleep because when I do my past becomes real again, this is helping me not feel so anxious about sleeping I hope all of us here are able to get some well deserved peaceful rest... we will be okay!❤
Tw: sensitive topics Recently, i was hanging out with my little sister and she spotted my self harm scars on my stomach (they are on my stomach cause i dont want people to see them) When she saw the scars, she started to be come worried and she asked me why i did this and all i could do is say nothing. The real reason why i do this would break her heart, so im promising myself to never tell her why. Shes young and sweet and truely wants the best for everyone, but everyone keeps treating her like garbage. Every time im around her, her dad always has something to say. Its either "clean your room its a mess." "I told you to get ready stop messing around or your grounded" "Your grounded" "Stop being annoying" "Now get out of my face" Im sick and tired of hearing him talk to his daughter like that, so one of these days im going to talk to him about it. I know he wont take me to seriously but im not going sit back and watch her get called stupid and a mess. Even if she does have problems with cleaning, i will help her. Thats what i want to help one of my old friends with, Their house was dirty and messy, It had mold and grime every were. So i remember last year i helped them clean about 10% of the mess. But i cant help anymore cause im not on good terms with one of their friends so now i cant speak to them. I dont like that a whole lot but i dont want to make the girl im on bad terms with feel uncomfortable. I just want to help but everything is so complicated and im not doing ok mentaly. The way i coped with a lot of stuff was cleaning and helping people Cause most of my life people called me useless and that stuck in my head so much to the point were all i want to do now is help other people so that way i dont feel useless anymore. Ive worked my self so much to the point were one night i was passed out on the floor, i was so tired that i couldent even make it to my bed. I remember getting bloddy noses because of all the stress. I lost a lot of blood. And i think that kind of messed something up in my brain or something xause now my memory is terrible, and i struggle with simple things. I do have a therapist and i am getting checked for possible mental issues, so far the ones that are standing out are: Ptsd, depression. Im still trying to figure out if theres anything else wrong with me. But so far thats what is most possible. Anyways, i hope everyone else is doing ok and is having a good night! :) Its 11:00am right now so im going to sleep. Good night
That's sucks. Good luck with your mental problems and i hope your sister gets treated better. Just know that you are loved and you are not useless. Goodnight friend! ❤
I don't really know what I am doing here. Just a stranger online. I never liked the blanket statements from strangers online but I felt prompted to say something anyways. I've been in a similar situation to you and your sister. been there to wrap up my friend from cuts or up all night on the phone so she would be there to say hi to me the next morning. got some fucked up parents and friends that I thought I could save if I just gave a little more of myself, right? was supposed to be the strong one who could get them out of all their problems. really lost myself in the giving, and resentment grew from the lack of reciprocity of the relationships. Good ole trauma flashbacks and a depression that made me pretty apathetic to all things in life. Playing a toss-up between it being some mental health diagnosis or if this was just the person I was. Burned some bridges along the way and got really low. I guess I'm stating this to say I understand some of what you're going through and the need to help others and build your identity around it. I can't pretend to encompass the entirety of what you are struggling with but if I could go back to my younger self I would tell her to breathe, that it's okay to take up space. people around you are stronger than you think and you can reach out to them for help. trust is terrifying but connecting with people and letting them see you and be there for you is worth it. it's not being a burden cause relationships have to go both ways, it's not just about giving otherwise you'll lose yourself and them. Idk if it's helpful to hear this perspective but you are braver than I was, you got yourself a therapist to talk to that's good. I'm glad you're still here and it's ok to take up space. if you're feeling alone, then maybe there's some solace in knowing there's a stranger out there who can understand what it's like to be in your situation. you are not alone in your experiences and I think you are amazing for being able to reach out for help and trying to work on yourself. Remember it's okay to take up space, you deserve the time and help it takes to heal. I hope you can get some rest, Goodnight 🌔
Hey guys. Reading all this gives me hope. I recently fucked up my life a lil bit to hard. Have most of the time no control of my self. Like somebody else is Controlling me. And it startet to get worse 6 years ago when i broke up with my ex after 6 1/2 years relationship. Addiction Problems and so on. Couldnt handle my priavte life. And now im on the peak of the whole scenario of the last 6 years. And now i have to go a very hard way that i choose for my self to get finally healed. I even forgot what is living all about. Cant enjoy life since i cant even remember. So guys. Heads up. Take the hard path to heal your souls wounds. And i hope everythink will be better someday and i can live in peace Have a good life fellow humans. :> ❤
This just happened to come across this on my feed just now, and honestly, I needed something like this. I also love how posistve the comments are, so I feel safe posting here! I got back from a rather stressful week at work, and I've been taking mental breaks here and there to keep myself mentally grounded. It's getting harder and harder to do so as time passes on. I feel as if I'm stuck on a loop of sorts. But.. At least I make new friends sometimes. Usually, listening to narrations puts me to sleep, but tonight, I'm just gonna let the dream train take me wherever it lands. I honestly like the idea of just hopping on a train and just travling around the world all in one dream. It comforts me just knowing I can just imagine all the places I end up.
@n0pseud0xx I feel for you. 🫂 I was alone on Christmas too and it's really hard. Proud of you for hanging out here and seeking connection and warmth and being vulnerable. I know for me at least it's really hard to not spiral when I'm alone. Keep going you got this!! And if you need someone to talk/vent to, come back to this thread--I'm here for you. We got this!! ✨️💖💖💖
I only feel peace when I understand that other people's problems are not my problems, and the only time I can realize this is before going to sleep, that's why I don't sleep, I can't.
At 4:21AM, the broken girl opened her phone and clicked on whatever video she could see, before noticing one that caught her eye, assuming it was horror she strapped in, but started to break down when it wasn't horror she was experiencing, but genuine love and kindness. Sometimes, the care from strangers online is better at making me cry than scary things. And that's okay
I love the hauntingly beautiful tone this sets. Are you okay? Is this journey good or bad? It fits anyone willing to open their mind’s eye to the concept of riding a train that never stops. The symbolism is real.
Man. Even though I know I have so many blessings in my life and things that other people would die for I feel so alone. I have been battling bad depression and anxiety for 7 years and I'm just tired. I want to be happy again, I want to know everything will be ok. I want to get back on track but that seems so impossible.
I feel like I'm drowning. I feel inadequate. I feel powerless. I feel exhausted, but no rest seems long enough to give me energy for the next day. I just want to be able to be enough. Is that too much to ask?
When I rest, every minute feels like a second. Each hour, a minute. At work, the clock is slow, but then the days go fast. If only I could slow time. If only I could live in this quiet forever, then maybe I would be happy. But it's never enough. All things come to an end, and I never feel ready. I feel like I'm wasting my life. I feel like I'm wasting everyone's time. I feel like I'm wasting away. Confined by my inability to change my circumstances. I just have to bide my time, I tell myself. All things come to an end, but I never feel ready. I feel exhausted.
Nothing I do is enough. Every small and simple task feels like a mountain to me. Why is this so hard? Why can't I just do it like everyone else? Why am I struggling so much? It takes me hours to do what some could do in minutes. I'm a burden to my bosses and my coworkers, but I need to live somehow. If only I could work like them. If only I was better. If only I didn't want to lay down and cry after every day of work. I just want a break, but no break ever feels long enough. I'm wasting away while wasting everyone else's time. I feel exhausted.
Every year, it's a new problem. No car, no home, no agency. No matter where I want to go, I'm always too far away. I feel like I'm failing my friends when I can't visit them when things are rough. I feel like I'm losing my mind when the only thing to do after work is lock myself in my room and go online. I feel like no matter how far I go, I'm still stuck. It will get better, I tell myself. I just have to bide my time. Nothing lasts forever, but I still never feel ready. I feel exhausted.
What if it's really all my fault? What if I'm just lazy, like other people think? What if I'm just making excuses? What if I'm just avoiding my responsibilities? What if I'm really just not good enough? I can't listen to them, I know they're wrong. But those voices get louder and louder everyday, and maybe they're right. But what happens then? What do I do if I really am useless? How will I live? Where will I go? How will I ever have agency over my life again? What place is there in the world for people like me? No. I still have hope. It's that hope that keeps me alive. I may never feel ready, but maybe I will get used to that one day. I feel exhausted, but maybe one day, I'll feel happy again. All things come to an end, I just have to bide my time.
@@NightwalkerStreetDo not lose yourself. Do not blame yourself whether it's true or not. Set yourself out on the path. The moment you get lost, you'll simply have to find your way. Believe in yourself. And trust the process.
Songs like this on nights like this make me honestly wonder if I’m doing anything okay in my life, or if I’m doing anything anyone will or would be proud of. For the past months I’ve felt nothing more but alone and lonely, and begging people for there time and affection and love and reviving nothing but rejectment and criticism. No ones ever supporting me or happy for me.i honestly just hate this chapter of my life right now. I got cheated on and blamed for it. Lied to my face about it and wants someone to be loyal and kind. I feel so lost mentally and emotionally never really get to talk to anyone about anything I’m going through bc of the criticism and judgment passed around. I hope god has something better in store for me in the future. If I even have a future. But I hope everyone is very swelll🩵and that whatever you’re going through it’s going to be alright just trust in yourself and love yourself.
Feel for you. It's not your fault and I believe in you. I'm trying to pick myself up after years of chasing people with love I needed to give to myself. I believe in you!! Shit's hard but we got this
@@gargoylebif you’re looking for help the RUclips comment section can’t help you much more than letting you know that things get better. Get a therapist if you’re doing really bad. If you already have one that’s awesome sauce
I am so freaking tired and every time I try to sleep everything that's haunting me just floods my mind at once and I can't keep myself together. Praying for calmness helps, and this makes it even easier. Thank you.
This whole channel is so soothing in a way I can't describe. It just... makes me forget how stressful life is right now, makes me feel like everything will be okay if I just go to sleep and worry about it tomorrow.
Not really sure who's gonna see this comment as it floats in the section but, I've been really down lately. Nothing seems to be going my way and I feel like giving up on love, work and family among other things. My motivation to keep moving is fading. I hope anyone who reads this doesn't give up❤
I listen to these to feel calm and to sleep lightly so I can wake up in the morning and not the afternoon. I feel horrible when J wake up past 11am. I feel restless and demotivated to do anything. I wish I could do something right.
I struggle with the same feelings when I wake up late...just want you to know you're not alone and we must remind ourselves that resting later doesnt mean we cant do something productive with the rest of the day. You are doing your best and that is the most important thing to do right.❤
You don't have to make something right, just be yourself is enough ❤ don't be too hard on yourself, don't let your expectations drag you down. I'm happy that you are able to sleep ❤ feel huged
As I saw everyone venting their feelings here or giving words of support, I wanted to join in as well. I have been carrying things around for a long time. I am a person who minimizes my problems a lot and I am unable to cry even if I want to. But when I listen to this kind of music at night/early morning, I feel strangely at peace, feeling a huge, inexplicable emptiness, And I start to reflect on my life and try to overcome the things that stress me out because, even if nothing big happened, I still get tired. Well, that's all, I hope everyone is well and that things are getting better. ❤
I love playlists like these, make me think everything will settle okay in the end. Even though the future isn’t guaranteed..Makes me appreciate every every minute of life.
I didn’t even realize how much I needed this. I just… I hate that I’m the last pick. I’ll always be the second thought, but I have to stay there, because they will need me some day, I still love all of them so goddam much. But I’m never their first thought, never their first pick, never the one they fight to sit next to, never the one they move tables for, never the one they walk with down the halls, never who they reach out to until they think it would burden their first picks more. I just want to be someone’s first pick, I just want to be special
I've felt the same way for a while, friends picking each other rather than me, being the after thought, not really having anybody I could call a close friend. I spent a lot of my life feeling like that and honestly just letting it be who I am. I'm not sure what changed for sure but eventually I just started being myself, pursuing things I wanted to do, talking the way I wanted to, doing the things I had always been interested in, being the person that I'd want to be around. After that people just started to gravitate toward me, people would come up to me to talk, sit next to me on break or at lunch, invite me out to places we wanted to go. It finally felt like I was living through my story and not just as a back up for someone else's. Hope this finds you in good spirits and brings you the inspiration to live the way you want to. -A fellow last pick
If always felt like I’m being suffocated by everyone’s expectations of me. I always try to be their for everyone but never truly find time for myself or even simple pleasures like ‘rest’, I lost my dad last year and my grandad this year and I just feel so lost without my grandad around. Sometimes I feel like I’m never heard or seen, being the only person who struggles to do basic tasks even when I’m feeling fine. All I can do I silently shout at those who can’t see me and it hurts. These past few years have been rough and I feel like just giving up and taking the easier way out, to all those who feel unheard, lost and afraid. You are not alone and if no one else will say it then i will, I’m Proud Of You For All You’ve Done, Thank You for pushing through when times were tough and keep pushing, everything will be better someday ❤
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"Why don't you sleep at night?"
It's the only time of the day I can enter in peace, not only with the world, but with myself.
dont you dare call me out like that
@@kin_eaterrhonestly😂
Exactly, because as long as I have it I’ll be able to be at peace with myself
But seriously though, the amount of times I've let myself loose and cried at night compared to in the day with my friends and family is even more upsetting to me, the fact that I can't tell them what's going on and I just get overwhelmed that I don't even know what I'm worrying about.
Couldn't have said it better
Its funny how strangers on the internet can be more comforting than the people in your life
It's bittersweet. Can't talk to anyone here without being judged but strangers rarely judge. I've been calling 988 often this month for that reason alone. Just need someone to talk to is all.
Fr man
@@ItsThothTheIII hey man I wish you're doing better :)
@@ItsThothTheIIIcan understand you so well. Feel huged ❤
Not all of us.
I've got almost 13 years of sobriety,. My mother passed away last year, and I lost the love of my life 6 months ago. But in this moment I don't feel alone. I feel connected and together with all of you. Sending peace, serenity, and strength your way. Sleep well❤
sending strength and love for you on your way too ♡ it makes my heart a little easier to think that we're going through it all together, even living completely different lifes
i’m so proud of you, i hope you grieve okay, the strongest and best thing you can do is cry 🫂
"May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields."
May your higher spirit always look kindly upon you, and eagerly await your return home, whenever that may be - but there's no rush to get there. It's the journey, not the destination. Though your life may be fraught with turmoil, may you revel in every single good moment you'll ever have, and have ever had. You are loved, have always been loved, and will always be loved. Just be sure to share that love as best you can.
Good job man. Big love
Much love, random stranger. You’re doing all the good things.🦄💕🌈🌟
May this train take us all somewhere safer
Or never let the journey end....
@@Sketchies_senpai_official_25I’m fine with that
I hope this train takes me to my boyfriend... he's my safe space
@@Joowan_ "anyone know where is seat no. 55?"
Last train home?
These are the most genuine, caring and loving comment sections on the internet.
I thank you all for being so kind and I truly hope you know how much you mean to me, right now and every single time I stumble upon people like you.
Thank you.
I love you
Thank you freind you have no idea how much this comment means to me aswell as your brothers and sisters, I thank you and i wish you the best friend🫡
These comment sections are the places where people vent about their problems and insecurities in their lives, and I think there’s something really special about that. Y’all have a good day
you too bro
U 2 Fam
To those who may be listening this is day 357 only 4 days of rations left I'm out of funds and the coming winter may be just a little colder than before
That’s the worst possible thing. They don’t go here for advice or to better themself. They go hear to cry about their feelings. The truth is your feelings don’t matter. And life isn’t gonna get any better unless you make it better yourself.
Thank you firend I think I speak for me and all of our brothers and sisters when i say we all hope you have a good day soon and we wish you the best 🫡
good night
Get some sleep, kid.
Yes
@@rinnhart he's probably older than you
@@Alexandereo2X woof prepare to be surprised.
Night 💤✨🌚🌠
I cried reading these comments. Everyone please live life the way you want, and dont let anyone get you down. Please, keep fighting, keep going. You got this, I believe in you. Enjoy life, have fun.
You know what? You cheered me up. I was feeling a little bit down.Thank you!💜🫂😊🌈
thank you for still being here
If you feel lonely and sad. Its okay. I had been lonely too, but at some point... You find someone, even if you could talk to them for only a month. Even if you two are from different countries.
Its alright, you dont need others to make your life complete.
And even if everyone has left... It was nice while it lasted no? Be happy that it happened.
Do not cry. Do not cry. Do not cry. I love this
I wish I had someone to talk to
@@Darty-vu2qy I am here if you want to talk and just know that you are a beautiful child of God and God has a very special person and plan for your life i promise my friend everything will be ok and just remember you are very loved and you are beautiful may god bless you and your family
Everyone is forever alone.
I may have cried a little.
When I first saw the title of the video I thought this was going to be some horror thing. I was very pleasantly surprised and happy that I was wrong. Instead of fear and horror and found relaxation and comfort. I’m glad that people are about to find comfort in one another, even if it’s just strangers in a RUclips comment section. I wish everyone the best in their lives and endeavors, life can be scary and you don’t know what to expect so it’s good to know that it’s not all bad. At least when it is bad there will always be someone to comfort you in your time of need. Have a good night everyone, rest well.
My first thought was what kind of apocalypse asmr is being recommended to me and why but instead i get a train
Mi hijo murio hace 2 semanas, solo busco paz, aunque sea un poco, aun tengo mucho que hacer, pero es difícil.
Same, although it's 3am for me lol
You're loved.
You're not a bad person for having bad thoughts. When you wake up, remember that.
Going through financial debt right now, and got suspended from work for someone saying I said something I didn't. Today is my birthday and to be honest? I'm scared shitless for these next couple weeks. I find out if I keep my job on Monday. If I'm fired...I have to scramble to find another with similar pay. But right now at this moment, I actually feel relaxed. I tend to look forward to these few small minutes I have of just...nothing running in my brain. Where I can just sit and breath. These videos really do help. And the comment section is always a nice change of pace.
I'm gonna keep fighting, it takes a lot to put me down. I take pride in the fact that I truly have never hit the true rock bottom. And I will always be grateful for the moments that really keep me going.
If I can keep up even just by inches...you can too warrior.
I'm hoping things turned out ok for you. ❤
Hang in there man. Keep fighting and never give up.
Stay strong man ❤
What happened?
I was in a very similar situation at work a couple of years ago. I survived it, and I was able to keep my job, fortunately.
Listening to overnight subliminals really helped me... and talking to God and the angels.
I hope everything turns out alright for you.
i just got recommended this video, i've been struggling a lot lately with my relationships, and life in general. i have work at 12pm today, its currently 1am, my dog is sleeping on me resting his delicate face against mine, hes so warm. i havent been feeling too good lately, eventhing is so foggy, i dont feel real, i'm tired. everyone acts so different and odd around me and i dont understand why, i never did, everyone acts so nice to me one secons and then acts so cold and rude to me the next, i cant figure out why, i dont understand why people dont like me, i'm quiet and i mind my business, i dont really know. i dont care tho, as long as people around me are doing okay then i feel fine, no matter how hard im struggling i will always be there for those around me who need me, even if its for a little while.
I totally identify with your problem and the way you see the issue. Which this happens truly too much and i simply end up not caring that amount, since, for me, the most important is the person being ok in general. But as long as this happen. I start asking if it's my fault or maybe i'm too annoying (i simply took the conclusion that i simply talk about me and easily trusts anyone too much and then people starts seeing me as a boring person), still, in overall. I totally understand your issue and it's good to see a person like you here :)
Have a good day.
this happens to me a lot too. My roommate recently commented on how much of an introvert I am and the fact that I could stand to be alone for so long was incredible to him since he's an extrovert. The reason i don't go out is because i just end up alone anyways. I'd rather have the company of my fish at home then have to deal with people. if I do make a few new friends, they lose interest and stop responding to me even if I'm careful not to "be weird or odd" in any way. I don't feel like im that odd of a person. I like anime to a reasonable extent. I like to read. I'm a nursing student. I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to do. i'm tired of trying, so now i dont.
You seem like a very kind hearted person. The world need more of people like you. Don't let anyone question your value, you're okay like are ❤ feel warmly huged.
I just found out a friend isn’t like how I thought he was…I don’t wanna lose him, but I don’t want someone like him to cloud my mind. I figure if I’ve helped him enough…I’ll be ok to leave him now…and he’ll be ok when I do.
Many people are mess these days dude it wasn't your fault. They just like to mess with people with kind hearts coz they cannot mess with the people whom they actually angry at. So they take our kindness as a weakness. Focus on people who loves you. Do not let others take advantages of your kindness dude. It's not correct for yourself. You should protect and love yourself more than anyone ❤
If you are seeing this, just know that I'm your friend. Its been a long day has it? Rest up solider, I'm glad too know you have survived.
Thx, U too bro.
@@habiramirez2358fear is a tool...use it as a launchpad...it is an amazing gift.
Been a long decade...the breath now it so foreign.
This Commander...is tired
thank you brother, wishing you all a goodnight rest. sure we can all use it rn.. 😴
I've been in and out of multiple relationships this past year, and I've reached a point where I'm afraid to reciprocate anything in a relationship.
I've grown a lot this past year realized how many faults I've had.
Love is healing, love is powerful, love is life.
Be kind to others and most of all be kind to yourself.
Love yall
You will find the correct person until then love yourself the most. Hope we both can move on❤
Always check if the person is chasing the feeling of a new relationship or is looking for something lasting.
If they are there to stay it was meant to be, good communication on what you guys are in for as well as patience and understanding will help.
Keep this thought and find people who think the same, you’re here for a limited time find someone who will help make life better.
Remember random stranger on the internet😂 you are loved and deserving of love, don’t let fear of being hurt stop you, everyone supports you❤
i got recommended this video and i guess the length of the day got to me. i just. burst into tears.
i just want to get to where i feel like i'm supposed to go already.
I understand this one a lot, sometimes it’s just a lot. You have an amazing life❤
As cheesy as this sounds, not everything is about the destination. Sometimes the journey, and what you may learn, is much more important then where you are going
I totally get what you're feeling. I'm ready to just feel successful finally.
i understand you completely, I feel this everyday like an overweighing burden on my shoulders, just know ur not alone and that i send my hugs to u or just friendly smiles ur way if ur not into hugs :) 🤗
eh? if you're already aware of the other side like that, have patience.
this hard part will all be worth it one day.
This video and its comments make you want to open up and share what’s wrong.
The days go by without any real meaning, I feel lost in these identical days. I stay up really late just to avoid living the next day, trying to escape the relentless passage of time. Today, I had a job interview, finally. It ended in less than five minutes, even though I had driven 45 minutes just to get there. Rejected for lack of experience, even though they had my résumé and it was clearly stated.
I feel so alone. Honestly, sometimes I just need someone who could hold me and say, “It’s going to be okay”. People expect so much from me, but I just don’t have the strength anymore. I can’t seem to do anything useful. It feels like I’m drowning.
I feel you. For a very long time, I've felt like I'm treading water in the middle of the ocean with no shore in sight. I'm so tired of fighting just to keep my head above water. I can't stop, because I have to survive. It's all I know.
My phone died in the middle of my response, and I can't remember every word, but I do know this:
If I could see you right now I'd hold you like you were the only thing keeping me on the ground. I'd tell you how wonderful you are, and how thankful I am that you exist. I'd tell you to hold on, to persevere. Promise you that you aren't alone, no matter how dark things get. Do my best to show you the confidence I have in you, so that you could take it and see it in yourself.
Things are so, so hard right now. But the world is shouldered by others in the shadows, not just you - we're here for you, and we love you. Just reach out - you'll be surprised at how many hands are ready to help you.
@@PerrySkyePhoenixit's hard to keep using energy when there's not much to sustain you. I too have often felt I was drowning in an endless sea; but then I looked around again, and I saw a buoy with a little light on top. So I swam to it, and it gave me time to catch my breath. Then, when I inevitably set off again, there was another. And another. Seemingly out of sight at first, but always there to show me the way when I most needed to see.
There are things, there are people, who are here for you. Who love you. Even if you haven't come across them yet, they do exist.
Something that helps me: in your wide field of view, wherever you are, look for the tiny ray of light. It might be a little flower alone in a sea of grass, it might be the way the sun hits a building. Whatever it is, just know there is a wonder made just for you, waiting for you to see it. It's there to remind you of how beautiful you are, and that there are good things ahead.
I believe in you.
@@mpsquared Thank you, your comment warms my heart. It may be nothing to some, but for me, it gives me a bit of strength to keep trying to move forward and persevere. I wish I could meet someone who could hold me like you want to, but it's too hard.
@@docmirmiqui5747 as long as you can find that person in yourself, you'll never truly be alone.
To whoever is reading this, it’s alright, kid. You’ll be okay. Rest up Kid.
I'm 25 but I'm still very lost, so this comment helps me a lot
As a 19 year old who doesn't know which path to take in life yet, this made me cry. I just want to rest
I keep finding myself coming back to this video lately every night. I kind of just lay back, get comfortable, set some pretty lights and just focus on my breathing. I sit down and read through the comments because it helps me understand how I am feeling as well. It is really soothing. I really hope all of you have a great night
Thank you dear, I try it too.
I'm a senior in highschool and I got stabbed recently. I can't sleep, I'm going back to school for the first time since, tomorrow. I'm in pain just laying down. I'm so, so lucky to be alive I lost so much blood.
Take care bro
It’s been 12 days. How’s everything?
@MrScorpion360x im healing well, got my stitches removed yesterday and I'm back at work. My doctor said I'll still be in pain for a few months. The laceration was confirmed to be around 5cm deep
@@tobias4004may God bless you and you have a quick recovery. although if its ok may I ask... why did you get stabbed?
@xocosilly2 ah, it was an accident. A spring loaded knife was left off of safety and I tripped and fell onto my bag which it had stabbed through.
This looks like a nice play to cry
🙏🕊️
I guess im on this train too, then.
We'll be at our destination soon enough. Be patient, fellow traveller.
I hadn't thought of myself as a passenger on this train, instead just an onlooker. But this made me feel like I'm on the train, too, and that I can rest. Thank you.
Ive been struggling as a young mom, some days my post partum depression and my health problems just swallow me up like theres nothing grounding me anymore. This comment section, and this audio have made me feel calm and grounded for the first time in a long time. I dont feel so alone right now...
Hope u overcome what you're going through ma'am..sometimes..these people(in the comments )who almost on the opposite side of the world know u better than anybody else..u can vent whenever u want
This video seems to appear to those that need it. I don't know how it suddenly showed up in my recommendations, only that like most posting here, I had a lot of sudden hardships hit me all at once. This was a nice thing to encounter.
Whoever sees this, hello..you seem sleepy. Is everything ok?..you don't need to worry anymore...your safe now.. please..rest now...let the train take us somewhere safer...
Sleep is no friend it leaves me open… I don’t know what awaits me in my dreams… I don’t know what awaits in the dark beyond the train… how do we know our destination hasn’t fallen?
@@helljumper4731 we don’t…. But all I can say, is, we only have our hopes and dreams…. This train is our salvation…. And we are passengers…
I would like to shut my eyes but the world is awake, so I must be awake. When the world goes dark then, i'll take my rest again. hopefully we can come to a safer place together.
@@Newgredipswe will all be safe one day I promise you because one day our lord and Savior will come back and save us I love all of you I pray for all of you and god loves all of you i know life can be tough but i promise my friends everything will be ok just remember you are beautiful and God loves you may God bless all of you and may you all be safe and have a great rest of your day and night
Thank you, I needed this. ❤
I just broke my computer's screen - My computer is one of the major things that keep me going, because of my games and all.. My mother's reaction didn't really help, too, and I'm now struggling to fall asleep because I'm scared and lost about how tomorrow will be
Thank you for this audio
What happened to the screen
Dude I feel you lost two dogs and a grandmother life can’t get better January 1st is the big day and you guys will never hear from me again goodnight goodbye and hello hell
@@XavierJames-o5h please have faith that life gets better and don't do anything you might regret, I'm here for you
@@XavierJames-o5h I can understand. I am tethered here, but I truly understand. The need to find freedom from all of the pain, I know it all too well....I won't lie to you and tell you it gets easier or better, cause that's all a crap shoot. But, there's not too much harm in trying again since you are feeling at your lowest anyway....take another roll. You may be pleasantly surprised.
This comment section is the proof that there is still humanity left in this world. Love y'all a lot and hang in there guys ❤
my mother questions why i love going out and walking around in the woods so much. wish i could tell her it’s because it’s the closest i feel to running away, it feels like people think i’m overreacting and saying it for attention, or because i’m being dramatic over one small thing. i’m not, i want to run away, with nothing stopping me, no more socializing. i hate people
You can walk as far as you'd like for as long as you'd like, but make sure you always come back from the edge. She needs you, even if it isn't said.
Find peace in your home while you have one that welcomes you. Use it for all it is worth and honour what it takes to keep it running. They do not last forever.
I hope you find contentment one day.
@@lordvaderham4606this is beautiful, thank you
Same.
how old are you? That mood may be related to your age
I truly hope you’ll be able to find your peace, and don’t forget that there will always be people who love and care about you. Wishing you the best 🫂❤️🥹
This video makes me want to go on a trip on a train where I have a room with a bed, and while away the night listening to the sound of the wheels over the tracks and lay perfectly still but never quite fall asleep.
The room starts out black and loud when you lay down. There's an ambiguous period of floating through the seams in the rails. The cabin turns grey. You roll over to fight the inevitable. It's blinding at dawn and every moment afterwards shakes a lazy shoulder curled in it's blankets.
НАВЕЧНО А ПРОСНУТЬСЯ С БОГОМ
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Brings back the feeling of being a kid. When morning suddenly became yesterday. Feeling suddenly transported, waking up in bed. Content and confused as you doze back to sleep. I wish anyone reading crust in your eyes and content confusion when you wake.
I don't know who needs to hear this but.. It will get better. Use the rest youre getting tonight to help you push through another day 💙 You are loved. Even with all your bumps, bruises, scrapes, and scars on your heart. Calm your mind and have a wonderful night. Rest easy knowing tomorrow will be better 💙
Thank you🩵
been having a rough time dealing with some anxious thoughts lately regarding my relationship. i really needed some encouraging words, thank you
it's cool you've accumulated enough scars on your own heart to realize it's significance:
obviously, it's much more than just a blood pump, yes?
Thank you
Strangers in the internet tend to understand me more than my in real life friends. Thanks for the words man, needed some. Hope you have a great day/night.
I’m tearing up just reading these comments, thanks guys
I feel the same exact way
I feel the same exact way
My dog of 10 years passed away yesterday, it was so sudden but i loved that little girl like my own and im absolutely devastated and its a major life changer because she was all i had. Im hurting a lot at the moment, I just hope it gets easier. I really miss her.
Sending you so much love from across the world ❤
Stay strong dude ❤ your little angel must be definitely in a good place and I'm sure she doesn't want you to be in pain. I lost my cat as well and i understand your pain. Let's be happy that our pets made lots of beautiful memories with us. We're lucky to meet them In this life, RIP your cute dog 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet, especially after so many years, is incredibly hard. It's completely normal to feel devastated when someone who has been your companion and comfort for so long passes away. The grief you're feeling is a reflection of how deeply you loved and cared for her. It can feel overwhelming at first, but over time, the pain often softens, though the love and memories remain. Allow yourself to feel whatever you're feeling right now, whether it's sadness, anger, or even confusion. Healing doesn't have a set timeline, and it's okay to take the time you need to mourn. Your bond with her was unique, and the love you shared will always be a part of you. Try to hold onto the happy memories you shared together, as they can bring comfort in the future. If you ever need someone to talk to or just want to share stories about her, I'm here. Take things day by day, and know that it's okay to seek support from others as you go through this difficult time. Stay Strong!
It gets easier.
I know this sounds crappy but, get another dog. My Mom just went through this and instead of waiting like before, she got one right away even though it felt awkward at first.
We loved Syd, but Ozzie(the Aussie Shepherd), doesn't give us much time to worry about it. It's working rather well so far, Mom doesn't seem so upset already.
I'm sorry for your loss. Know that she really loved you and you made her life. (No adjective at the end of the sentence; you made her entire life 💜)
This video came to me just when I was crying and needed it. Thank you...
@@mikadarksmoke Big hug. 🤗❤️
I miss who I was, I'm afraid of how life continues to change and make me change too.
I miss that too but I'm promising myself today that I'm going to be that self and even a better one.
You don't have to change who you are inside, not if you don't want to. Life only tried to get you to adapt to your situation so you can progress - but that doesn't mean that you have to lose yourself in the process. You can still be you, no matter what. I promise. 💕
People on the internet can be better than they are in real life. I can't sleep now, it's 3 am where I live (Brazil) and I'm lost in thoughts that eat away at me. Don't hide how you feel, seek help! love each other, love others and spread this, good night ❤️
same boat here, even on the brazil part xd
Thank you for the comfort, no matter how fleeting.
ik this is a typo but i am fleeting well
come back whenever you need to ♥️
Туду-тудун.
Туду-тудун...
Слишком родной звук.
Да-а, однозначно есть что-то такое.
Teared up from reading the comments while listening and it hasn’t even been a minute. Thank you
If you ever read this, I wish you find your peace n dreams that scintillates within those closed eyes..
Before meeting Laura, I was in shambles, my life was completely out of order and felt like an ugly troll. My self esteem and mental health was lower then ever before, but then I met Laura. She is the most wonderful woman I have ever met and makes me feel wanted in this cruel world and makes me feel like I am someone who is needed. Thank you so much Laura ❤️❤️
It sounds like you meet an angel that can help you out of the sad pit of depression. I hope she will be there to cheer you up on all of the rainy days. I wish I was as blessed as you but I've given up before I even tried.
Free hugs *for anyone who needs them* 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Had a rough day. I’m juggling honors classes and relationships. I needed this. Thank you
Thank you- here’s one to you 😊🫂
I really, really, really, really needed this tonight
Gnight and 🌸 Blessings to whomever is on the other end of this message....hoorah
Just lost my aunt this morning and cannot sleep.. fingers crossed this soothes my brain to allow me an ounce of sleep ❤
I really empathize with what you're currently experiencing. Losing a loved one, especially a relative, can create such an overwhelming sense of grief. I went through a similar experience last summer when I lost my grandma unexpectedly while we were on vacation. It was really shocking, and the pain I felt was intense-sometimes, even now, it still weighs on my heart. But I want you to know that it’s perfectly okay to feel the way you do, and you are definitely not alone in your feelings. Remember that your aunt's love for you will always be a part of your life, and I believe she is watching over you in heaven. Please make sure to take care of yourself during this tough time, and try to get some rest-you truly deserve it. :)
@@Im_No_Fool Thank you so much. May you find your peace and happiness as well. Blessed be your days ❤️
idk what to say, just stay in peace🤞
somewhere high there she is also in peace, I am sure of it🕊️
Sorrry for your loss, may her soul rest in peace and that you're able to sleep again ❤
I'm a former P addict. Not an easy topic to talk about since I picked it up when I was at my worst, believing that it would help relieve the stress and mental burdens I had at that time. I ended up being in a rabbit hole that will always haunt me at the back of my mind. But well, I managed to pick myself up again
I really cherish my friends, and I'm glad that I had the realization to change myself for the better, seeing how much my addiction ruined me and how it affected others. Thinking back to those times feel like a bad dream, and a painful one I may add. Though, What matters to me now is the present and It's really nice to finally be able to treat myself better, way better than the constant self-loathing I had before
This peacefulness is comforting and it's good to understand that there are people who have my back and that I don't have to force myself all the time
I’m not doing well in college rn. I’m not passing a single class this semester, and my gpa is already lower than it ever was even in high school. I can’t find a job either, so I feel like all of my time is either at school trying in vain to raise grades that are far beyond repair or lying in my parents house wasting my life away, my friends never have time to hang out when I do and I don’t know how to make more friends as an adult.
I hope I’m not doomed to be a failure.
I’ll keep trying to make something of myself, maybe even raise my gpa enough for someone to want to hire me. It’s reassuring to see comment sections like this, where everyone has their own struggles that they’re getting past. I hope that you guys are doing well, and if you aren’t, then I hope it gets better soon.
Never to late gang stay locked in trust 💯
I'm in pretty much the same situation... I finished high school with a 4.0 but now I'm on and off academic probation and perpetually an F or two away from flunking out entirely. I still live with my parents and I'm sick of disappointing them and wasting their money. fucking soul crushing. i hope things start looking up for you.
I just sigh and hope for the best, i hope that my sister has a bright future
I'm not sure what brought me here. I'm not sure how this started. But I'm here. The bugs are chirping, the fan is on low, playing this slightly above audible. Good night ❤
I've been on a binge since my birthday November 5th. Lost my job. High school dropout Making well above minimum wage...Haven't slept much. Afraid to close my eyes. Just want to end this seemingly endless cycle of failure. Tired of the disappointment. Tired of falling. Tired of having no purpose..Tired of getting in my own way..Tired of living but scared of the end. Think I'll ride the train until my heart stops racing. Try my best to close my eyes. If they never open again just know I tried. I tried to get back up but I'm so tired. So numb. This train is comforting though.
I feel very similar, life feels for me like a single fight. Fighting hard for every little happyness. But I want you to know that the world needs you, you're value can't be meassured on your goals and archivements in life, but for your good and kind heart. You are a miracle and I am your friend, even if we don't know each other. Feel warmly huged ❤❤❤
Keep trying dude i see you❤❤ we cannot give up until we find our own happiness
always hope for tomorrow to be better. even if the next day disappoints, theres always the one after that.
they cant take tomorrow from you.
why is this title so unsettling yet so comforting at the same time???
Eventually, we will all find a place and time to heal. For now, it's just nice to have support from people going through a similar phase of life. Remember to be kind to yourselves first and others second. Even if life is tough right now, just know we are strong. You are strong, go brave the world for all it has to offer and grow from it, so that maybe you help others grow from is as well.
@@RhoryTheCrowKing Beautifully written. 😊❤️
I woke up from a horrible nightmare at like, 3 AM. I woke up to total darkness and the feeling of fear, that the image from my nightmare was real. Standing behind me. I raced to turn a light on. I needed civilization, so when I found this song, I knew I would be able to fall back asleep. Thank you. (Also I found Minecraft music in here HAHA I'm literally going to play Minecraft later 2:34:45)
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These videos help me cope with a lot of terrible stuff going on in my life
Thank you for posting
I feel like this train can take me back to how things used to be. A simpler world, simpler time with more peace and quiet in the world.
I appreciate what you are doing here.
I have a job interview in a few hours, and I am a bit nervous.
I trust very few things that are good or beneficial to me...I haven't had the best of lives, and when things go my way, it makes me uneasy.
I recognize that this is my own problem, and I am trying to change that.
I am also trying to control my temper.
It tends to get me into trouble.
For years, I've struggled with mental health. I used to go to a church where I was mentally verbally abused for years and all I got from that was depression, self hatred for being LGBTQ+, and a lot of existential dread. The only thing to have helped me out of that is my girlfriend and friends I've met along this incredible journey of life. It's videos like this that remind me that I've come so far and done so much that I never thought would happen. All this to say, cherish those loved ones you have, they can be a very VERY bright light of love, and hope in a world of darkness, hatred, and despair. I hope anyone that reads this has an amazing life, a happy new year, and is able to find people like I did, people who help them.
Lesbian here. Hope you’re doing well this new year. You sound like you deserve it❤
I'm 42 and been a single mom to a beautiful 9 year old for most of her life.
She is the best part of my life. So sweet, so happy so kind. But I struggle with life. When she falls asleep so easily and peacefully, I stay awake, cleaning up, washing dishes and doing some basic self care like cleaning my teeth really well (I can't afford the dentist right now) so I do my best. I have malasma on my face which has hurt my self esteem a lot. So I am trying a special night cream. But even after I finish all of that and lay down, I worry. I'm in so much debt, everything depends on me, am I strong enough? Will we be okay? I struggle with doom scrolling. And have always had a hard time falling asleep. Even as a little kid. So, here I am.
I hope it helps.
You have made it through 100% of the problems that life has ever thrown at you. It can be draining when it feels like you are running to stay in the same place, but things have not always been like this and they will not always stay like this. You are more capable and have achieved more than you give yourself credit for. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. One day you will look back upon this time and reflect upon how much things changed in the years that are yet to come. Keep going.
We all have invisible weights, that are very much tangible to the people around us, and consequently, the world. I hope we can all find moments where we can be free of it for a bit, remember why life is good
life was good, now i can only remember
Why is life good?
I love sleeping to these ambience videos. They’re always so relaxing to study and especially sleep to. And hey, to anyone reading this. Don’t worry man, things will get better soon. I promise :)
My cat loves watching this as i listen! Thank you creators! ❤
Currently doing a 180 on my life. stoped smoking and drinking for 3 weeks now did for 10 years im 25. pretty intense not gonna lie sleep is hard.
doing exercises 5 days a week for 3 weeks lost 4kgs. Im doing it to improve my mental and physical health. struggling abit today. But still pushing forward. 😊 i wish you all luck on your goals and challenges and i hope we can all progress. Into a brighter future. 😊 night😊 thanks for reading nice to get things off my chest.
I smoked too much. The new semester is hitting me like a truck. I have a thesis that I can't get up to work on anymore, weed killed my ability to pay attention to research and truly enjoy what I was doing. Starting was by far the worst mistake of my life so far, I went from being a damn-near genius to a zombie. The work is getting to be too much for me to handle, and it's only just begun.
But if I'm nothing else, I'm someone who has always come out on top. Nothing to do but come out on top again. I just wish the nights could last a bit longer, for the day to just come a bit later.
Enjoy the music.
You can do it!!!!❤
You got this. I’ll see ya when I get back up there too
Let's keep fighting
This comment alone made me cry
Good luck, man.
Why does the air feels fresher when listening to this?
You're a real one for posting these amd, intentional or not, giving us a place to just be...maybe we're all just shouting in the dark but you gave us a little points of light so we could shout in the dark together.
This came right in time school is almost starting against and its making me anxious to no end ive just been emotional this whole day crying and all its almost midnight just so happened to stumble upon this....makes me feel so much better...may the train take us to peace dear friends...great love to you all!!❤
Life has been really hard lately... My doctor helped me tapper off of cymbalta over the last two weeks and the withdrawal symptoms have got me feeling like Im loosing any last bit of sanity I had left on top of the vivid night terrors of the violence i suffered in my past... Ive been afraid to sleep because when I do my past becomes real again, this is helping me not feel so anxious about sleeping I hope all of us here are able to get some well deserved peaceful rest... we will be okay!❤
Thank you God for channels like these. I love the Internet
Tw: sensitive topics
Recently, i was hanging out with my little sister and she spotted my self harm scars on my stomach (they are on my stomach cause i dont want people to see them)
When she saw the scars, she started to be come worried and she asked me why i did this and all i could do is say nothing.
The real reason why i do this would break her heart, so im promising myself to never tell her why.
Shes young and sweet and truely wants the best for everyone, but everyone keeps treating her like garbage.
Every time im around her, her dad always has something to say.
Its either "clean your room its a mess."
"I told you to get ready stop messing around or your grounded"
"Your grounded"
"Stop being annoying"
"Now get out of my face"
Im sick and tired of hearing him talk to his daughter like that, so one of these days im going to talk to him about it.
I know he wont take me to seriously but im not going sit back and watch her get called stupid and a mess.
Even if she does have problems with cleaning, i will help her.
Thats what i want to help one of my old friends with,
Their house was dirty and messy,
It had mold and grime every were.
So i remember last year i helped them clean about 10% of the mess.
But i cant help anymore cause im not on good terms with one of their friends so now i cant speak to them.
I dont like that a whole lot but i dont want to make the girl im on bad terms with feel uncomfortable.
I just want to help but everything is so complicated and im not doing ok mentaly.
The way i coped with a lot of stuff was cleaning and helping people
Cause most of my life people called me useless and that stuck in my head so much to the point were all i want to do now is help other people so that way i dont feel useless anymore.
Ive worked my self so much to the point were one night i was passed out on the floor, i was so tired that i couldent even make it to my bed.
I remember getting bloddy noses because of all the stress.
I lost a lot of blood.
And i think that kind of messed something up in my brain or something xause now my memory is terrible, and i struggle with simple things.
I do have a therapist and i am getting checked for possible mental issues, so far the ones that are standing out are:
Ptsd, depression.
Im still trying to figure out if theres anything else wrong with me.
But so far thats what is most possible.
Anyways, i hope everyone else is doing ok and is having a good night! :)
Its 11:00am right now so im going to sleep.
Good night
I know it’s only been 4 days, but I hope you’re doing good, kind stranger
That's sucks. Good luck with your mental problems and i hope your sister gets treated better. Just know that you are loved and you are not useless. Goodnight friend! ❤
I don't really know what I am doing here. Just a stranger online. I never liked the blanket statements from strangers online but I felt prompted to say something anyways. I've been in a similar situation to you and your sister. been there to wrap up my friend from cuts or up all night on the phone so she would be there to say hi to me the next morning. got some fucked up parents and friends that I thought I could save if I just gave a little more of myself, right? was supposed to be the strong one who could get them out of all their problems. really lost myself in the giving, and resentment grew from the lack of reciprocity of the relationships. Good ole trauma flashbacks and a depression that made me pretty apathetic to all things in life. Playing a toss-up between it being some mental health diagnosis or if this was just the person I was. Burned some bridges along the way and got really low. I guess I'm stating this to say I understand some of what you're going through and the need to help others and build your identity around it. I can't pretend to encompass the entirety of what you are struggling with but if I could go back to my younger self I would tell her to breathe, that it's okay to take up space. people around you are stronger than you think and you can reach out to them for help. trust is terrifying but connecting with people and letting them see you and be there for you is worth it. it's not being a burden cause relationships have to go both ways, it's not just about giving otherwise you'll lose yourself and them. Idk if it's helpful to hear this perspective but you are braver than I was, you got yourself a therapist to talk to that's good. I'm glad you're still here and it's ok to take up space. if you're feeling alone, then maybe there's some solace in knowing there's a stranger out there who can understand what it's like to be in your situation. you are not alone in your experiences and I think you are amazing for being able to reach out for help and trying to work on yourself. Remember it's okay to take up space, you deserve the time and help it takes to heal. I hope you can get some rest, Goodnight 🌔
@@Shadow61224 Couldn't have said it better myself. ❤️
you're amazing. I hope everything gets better someday. Rest well :]
I’m using this to study for finals that is in 7 hours wish me luck
How'd your finals go? I really hope you had very good luck :)
@mitochondrialarson I only looked at some of them but the ones I looked at I passed
@@Nahjustchief01109 Congratulations, dude!
I hope you did well on all your finals.
@@broodydetective8572 thank you!
Los quiero mucho, muchísimo, son personas adorables, descansen bonito
😢
So tired but gotta keep pushing on so i can see them smiling 🙏👍
Hey guys. Reading all this gives me hope.
I recently fucked up my life a lil bit to hard. Have most of the time no control of my self. Like somebody else is Controlling me.
And it startet to get worse 6 years ago when i broke up with my ex after 6 1/2 years relationship.
Addiction Problems and so on. Couldnt handle my priavte life. And now im on the peak of the whole scenario of the last 6 years. And now i have to go a very hard way that i choose for my self to get finally healed. I even forgot what is living all about. Cant enjoy life since i cant even remember.
So guys. Heads up. Take the hard path to heal your souls wounds. And i hope everythink will be better someday and i can live in peace
Have a good life fellow humans. :> ❤
This just happened to come across this on my feed just now, and honestly, I needed something like this. I also love how posistve the comments are, so I feel safe posting here!
I got back from a rather stressful week at work, and I've been taking mental breaks here and there to keep myself mentally grounded. It's getting harder and harder to do so as time passes on. I feel as if I'm stuck on a loop of sorts. But.. At least I make new friends sometimes. Usually, listening to narrations puts me to sleep, but tonight, I'm just gonna let the dream train take me wherever it lands.
I honestly like the idea of just hopping on a train and just travling around the world all in one dream. It comforts me just knowing I can just imagine all the places I end up.
kinda needed this lol, ive stayed up all night. its 6:50AM rn
I spent my 30th birthday alone in an emergency psychiatric room on the 12.23. I never felt so alone. This is comforting.
🫶🫶sending love.
@hexebakes this simple comment made me tear up as I'm so alone. Thank you so much.
@n0pseud0xx I feel for you. 🫂 I was alone on Christmas too and it's really hard. Proud of you for hanging out here and seeking connection and warmth and being vulnerable. I know for me at least it's really hard to not spiral when I'm alone. Keep going you got this!! And if you need someone to talk/vent to, come back to this thread--I'm here for you. We got this!! ✨️💖💖💖
@@hexebakes thank you so much, I am now taking a long rest in a clinic 🙏
@@n0pseud0xx im glad u deserve rest 💖💖 stay strong, i believe in you. sending love 🫶🫶🫶
A te che hai caricato questo video ti ringrazio molto. A te che ascolti con me ti auguro buon viaggio..
I only feel peace when I understand that other people's problems are not my problems, and the only time I can realize this is before going to sleep, that's why I don't sleep, I can't.
At 4:21AM, the broken girl opened her phone and clicked on whatever video she could see, before noticing one that caught her eye, assuming it was horror she strapped in, but started to break down when it wasn't horror she was experiencing, but genuine love and kindness.
Sometimes, the care from strangers online is better at making me cry than scary things.
And that's okay
I love the hauntingly beautiful tone this sets. Are you okay? Is this journey good or bad? It fits anyone willing to open their mind’s eye to the concept of riding a train that never stops. The symbolism is real.
Man. Even though I know I have so many blessings in my life and things that other people would die for I feel so alone. I have been battling bad depression and anxiety for 7 years and I'm just tired. I want to be happy again, I want to know everything will be ok. I want to get back on track but that seems so impossible.
Rest well my friends. I hope we all find some small relief when we wake
I feel like I'm drowning.
I feel inadequate.
I feel powerless.
I feel exhausted, but no rest seems long enough to give me energy for the next day.
I just want to be able to be enough. Is that too much to ask?
When I rest, every minute feels like a second. Each hour, a minute.
At work, the clock is slow, but then the days go fast.
If only I could slow time.
If only I could live in this quiet forever, then maybe I would be happy.
But it's never enough.
All things come to an end, and I never feel ready.
I feel like I'm wasting my life.
I feel like I'm wasting everyone's time.
I feel like I'm wasting away. Confined by my inability to change my circumstances.
I just have to bide my time, I tell myself.
All things come to an end, but I never feel ready.
I feel exhausted.
Nothing I do is enough.
Every small and simple task feels like a mountain to me.
Why is this so hard?
Why can't I just do it like everyone else?
Why am I struggling so much?
It takes me hours to do what some could do in minutes.
I'm a burden to my bosses and my coworkers, but I need to live somehow.
If only I could work like them.
If only I was better.
If only I didn't want to lay down and cry after every day of work.
I just want a break, but no break ever feels long enough.
I'm wasting away while wasting everyone else's time.
I feel exhausted.
Every year, it's a new problem.
No car, no home, no agency.
No matter where I want to go, I'm always too far away.
I feel like I'm failing my friends when I can't visit them when things are rough.
I feel like I'm losing my mind when the only thing to do after work is lock myself in my room and go online.
I feel like no matter how far I go, I'm still stuck.
It will get better, I tell myself. I just have to bide my time.
Nothing lasts forever, but I still never feel ready.
I feel exhausted.
What if it's really all my fault?
What if I'm just lazy, like other people think?
What if I'm just making excuses?
What if I'm just avoiding my responsibilities?
What if I'm really just not good enough?
I can't listen to them, I know they're wrong.
But those voices get louder and louder everyday, and maybe they're right.
But what happens then?
What do I do if I really am useless?
How will I live?
Where will I go?
How will I ever have agency over my life again?
What place is there in the world for people like me?
No. I still have hope. It's that hope that keeps me alive.
I may never feel ready, but maybe I will get used to that one day.
I feel exhausted, but maybe one day, I'll feel happy again.
All things come to an end, I just have to bide my time.
@@NightwalkerStreetDo not lose yourself. Do not blame yourself whether it's true or not. Set yourself out on the path. The moment you get lost, you'll simply have to find your way. Believe in yourself. And trust the process.
Songs like this on nights like this make me honestly wonder if I’m doing anything okay in my life, or if I’m doing anything anyone will or would be proud of. For the past months I’ve felt nothing more but alone and lonely, and begging people for there time and affection and love and reviving nothing but rejectment and criticism. No ones ever supporting me or happy for me.i honestly just hate this chapter of my life right now. I got cheated on and blamed for it. Lied to my face about it and wants someone to be loyal and kind. I feel so lost mentally and emotionally never really get to talk to anyone about anything I’m going through bc of the criticism and judgment passed around. I hope god has something better in store for me in the future. If I even have a future. But I hope everyone is very swelll🩵and that whatever you’re going through it’s going to be alright just trust in yourself and love yourself.
Feel for you. It's not your fault and I believe in you. I'm trying to pick myself up after years of chasing people with love I needed to give to myself. I believe in you!! Shit's hard but we got this
I just want to lay down, close my eyes and never, ever wake up again.
I know how feel, but dont ever back down
@@LumenSage5 is that supposed to help?
@@gargoylebif you’re looking for help the RUclips comment section can’t help you much more than letting you know that things get better. Get a therapist if you’re doing really bad. If you already have one that’s awesome sauce
Glad you wake up everyday 🙏🏻 thanks for being here
Same....
Happy new years.
I am so freaking tired and every time I try to sleep everything that's haunting me just floods my mind at once and I can't keep myself together. Praying for calmness helps, and this makes it even easier. Thank you.
Make it right*
This whole channel is so soothing in a way I can't describe. It just... makes me forget how stressful life is right now, makes me feel like everything will be okay if I just go to sleep and worry about it tomorrow.
Not really sure who's gonna see this comment as it floats in the section but, I've been really down lately. Nothing seems to be going my way and I feel like giving up on love, work and family among other things. My motivation to keep moving is fading. I hope anyone who reads this doesn't give up❤
Keep trying. Every day that you put in effort is never wasted. It always looks dark from the inside looking out
Wish you strenght! I'm going in the same direction: no motivation at all and just wanting to sleep. But I know this will pass and it will get better
Trains have been very symbolic in my life lately 💜 that consistent track noise is so soothing 💜
I listen to these to feel calm and to sleep lightly so I can wake up in the morning and not the afternoon. I feel horrible when J wake up past 11am. I feel restless and demotivated to do anything. I wish I could do something right.
I struggle with the same feelings when I wake up late...just want you to know you're not alone and we must remind ourselves that resting later doesnt mean we cant do something productive with the rest of the day. You are doing your best and that is the most important thing to do right.❤
You don't have to make something right, just be yourself is enough ❤ don't be too hard on yourself, don't let your expectations drag you down. I'm happy that you are able to sleep ❤ feel huged
As I saw everyone venting their feelings here or giving words of support, I wanted to join in as well.
I have been carrying things around for a long time. I am a person who minimizes my problems a lot and I am unable to cry even if I want to.
But when I listen to this kind of music at night/early morning, I feel strangely at peace, feeling a huge, inexplicable emptiness, And I start to reflect on my life and try to overcome the things that stress me out because, even if nothing big happened, I still get tired.
Well, that's all, I hope everyone is well and that things are getting better. ❤
Hoping there’s a better reality for me in the future
Goodnight 🤗🙏God bless you ❤ love you 😊sweetdreams everyone
I'm glad I thought the comments of these videos were very pleasant because it's more than just that
I love playlists like these, make me think everything will settle okay in the end. Even though the future isn’t guaranteed..Makes me appreciate every every minute of life.
I didn’t even realize how much I needed this. I just… I hate that I’m the last pick. I’ll always be the second thought, but I have to stay there, because they will need me some day, I still love all of them so goddam much. But I’m never their first thought, never their first pick, never the one they fight to sit next to, never the one they move tables for, never the one they walk with down the halls, never who they reach out to until they think it would burden their first picks more. I just want to be someone’s first pick, I just want to be special
You’re special, don’t anyone including yourself forget that okay ? ❤
I've felt the same way for a while, friends picking each other rather than me, being the after thought, not really having anybody I could call a close friend. I spent a lot of my life feeling like that and honestly just letting it be who I am.
I'm not sure what changed for sure but eventually I just started being myself, pursuing things I wanted to do, talking the way I wanted to, doing the things I had always been interested in, being the person that I'd want to be around. After that people just started to gravitate toward me, people would come up to me to talk, sit next to me on break or at lunch, invite me out to places we wanted to go. It finally felt like I was living through my story and not just as a back up for someone else's.
Hope this finds you in good spirits and brings you the inspiration to live the way you want to.
-A fellow last pick
If always felt like I’m being suffocated by everyone’s expectations of me.
I always try to be their for everyone but never truly find time for myself or even simple pleasures like ‘rest’, I lost my dad last year and my grandad this year and I just feel so lost without my grandad around. Sometimes I feel like I’m never heard or seen, being the only person who struggles to do basic tasks even when I’m feeling fine. All I can do I silently shout at those who can’t see me and it hurts.
These past few years have been rough and I feel like just giving up and taking the easier way out, to all those who feel unheard, lost and afraid.
You are not alone and if no one else will say it then i will, I’m Proud Of You For All You’ve Done, Thank You for pushing through when times were tough and keep pushing, everything will be better someday ❤
이 밤이 길었으면 좋겠어 동이 조금만 더천천히 트길 쓸쓸하지만 고요하고 평화로운 밤이 좀 더 길었으면 좋겠어.
We must enjoy those short moments while we can. Maybe the sun will bring a better day